Yes its true! i still use cameras! to take pretty pretty pictures! of purty girls! yea! me and tracie finally got together and took pictures it was like 3 shoots in one we did a heavy underworld theme because it was her halloween costum it was fun! we talked about how shitty both our love lives are XD i fail at choosing people ANYWAYS! New pictures! yes!!!!

sorry its been so long!

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Ive been having horrible dreams about loosing my best est of all my friends. we haven't been hanging out a lot lately and i miss her like craziness. Both of our lives are in the shitter and BHEL. I MISS YOU KRISTI D:

ANYWAYS i havent been doing ANY art lately and its making soooo sad. anyone have an ideas what to do? for art? im like -dead- about this D:



life ftl <3

these are either amazing, or amazing AND express my current mood/feelings

so lately ive felt so disconnected with art, like its rejected me as a friend, i feel that every photography attemt lately has just been a fail. Like everyone else who does it is getting better and im just sucking, other types of art are a fail i feel like maybe art isn't my thing, it was while i was in school and now its kinda like kaput you know? my life feels so stuck and so dead-ended like i stuck under water trying to swim up but there is more water pouring in and no one to pull me out and i can swim fast enough. I want to be good at it, i want to take more photography i was even giving a new lens which is pretty amazing but im scared to use it i hate messing up at this its just bleh. i warned you with that title -nods- i post this hear becuase most of my rl friends arent on here and i trust not enough of you read this to care so i needed to get it out and feel like i told someone (ie the internets) i feel this way with other aspects of my life as well which i do not blame anyone for any of them, i feel this way about work, art, love, school, money. the only thing that doesn't seem to be drowning are my closest friends, which kristi will always be there i know that its hard to get away from peanut butter when your jelly. But somedays i feel like my other friends will just be sick of me, i know im hard to be friends with frankly im suprised kristi is still here but oh wells. k going to stop now before my life ends up on this site xD okay so night to no one? lol okay so go look at

shes amazing

Tracie is trying out for Americas next top model PLEASE help her get voted up for it its who is trying out here is the link : [link]

she is 5th from the bottom, the picture is this one




this is why she needs votes :

"i need a few more votes to get in the top 24-which means at the americas next top model casting call- I'll get to jump the line and make it official that i'll get seen by the producers!!" -tracie wrote that lol

please vote as many times as you can! Thank you